So I guess I can say that my busy life- especially with dance, has been putting writing for this blog, or writing anything on pause.
I hate that I had to make writing wait, because I feel like I am cheating on it but some things are just out of your control.
For a long time, I was lacking inspiration to write, and that was strange. I've never been stuck before, and I know I keep complaining about it, but I don't think people really understand how much writing means to me.
During the darkest moments, growing up and going through middle school, it was my writing that allowed me to stay focus. It got me through some hardships, in a time where I didn't know how to communicate with others.
A part of me is really concerned with the rut I am in, because I am going to start college soon, where I am majoring in Journalism, and yet, I don't even feel like writing. I use to be able to write with such ease, and now I am straining my brain just trying to blog, which is just me free writing and getting my thoughts out of my head, and onto a site where others can read it.
I want to write like I use to.
