Saturday, September 19, 2009

The Boy Who Wouldn't Come Out

As many of you may know, people seem to be coming out the "closet" like fireworks because we're in a society that is accepting for the most part.

Well don't we all know at least ONE person who refuses to come out the closet even though everyone knows the person is gay?

I know a boy who won't come out, it's kind of sad to be completely honest. They deny, pretend to like girls and EVERYTHING. But it's like looking at a mirror after you take a hot steamy shower, just because the view may be foggy, doesn't mean you don't see your reflection-- and everyone sees this person true colors.

It screams "A sad little story of a boy who won't come out and hides behind a facade as transparent as his religious beliefs- [yeah he even uses God as a shield from the truth of the matter], pretending to be someone he isn't"

It's kind of scary, I mean, how can you live such a double life like that? How do you keep track of all your lies? How do you sleep at night knowing your living a lie?

According to a friend, this boy even has a older boyfriend from a different city, who pays the boy's cell bill and wines and dines him. Now that is a mess, this world is too small and even after he tries to hide, he is still caught.

I think people would respect him more if he just admitted it, but people get tired of being lied to- its pathetic. But hey, if someone is willing to wine and dine you and not even care that you are that insecure about yourself, why not right?

I find it so twisted, sickening even-- the boy who wouldn't come out is using some other guy, claiming they are just friend- well how you doing? Because last I checked, friends didn't have sex- yeah dude, you are living this "double life" but its a small world and your guy friend apparently talks about his boy toy.

Well just needed to vent-- COME OUT ALREADY- We already know, we will all just say this:
"(Sigh) About time, what took you so long?"

-Mark
*the things written on here are my opinions and some of the things I've said here are based on truth, and some based on what other people have heard- from a reliable source.

You've been marked for the liar you are--